finally its da weekend!!!!lalala~

survived a*maths n cl p1...gosh...i seem 2 get panicky recently
thanks ppl 4 telling me 2 relax..i m sure i sort of made u all panic by panicking..lol...esp a*maths...panic till keep asking wad formulas n ling hav 2 calm me down..haaha..

got back a*maths differentiation test paper..i actually passed!!!miracle!!!but i owe jc 5 slaps?haha...i will not let him slap me..i will deny agreeing on tt deal....but phira owe us 30 slaps!!!wahahahaha

got bac chem test today...surprise surprise!!but lim gave me an extra mark...was contemplating whether 2 tell anot...but i was honest n told him....he deducted my mark=( but he called me bac n added it bac coz i m honest n da mistake was a simple mistake hahahaha=)

p.e was fun!!!played bball gals vs guys...cant stand da guys sia...all like bamboo pole...tall n skinny...raise da hand n da ball is blocked liao.hmmph!in da end a few guys came 2 help us..lol!!!

had assembly...da nek nek so cute?lol!n i seriously think mr toh brain lag...

after cl p1 went 2 ml hse den went mediacorp...on da way pass by pa...awww....it brings back memories...4 qazim is syf n 4 me n ml is cc n shooting...haiz...saw 1 dj n took photo...her make up so dam thick!!!!

after tt found a bus stop n took any bus tt came along...went by bishan n we ended up going 2 j8.tt acs boi bluff us sia...say walk 1km...but i think is 2 km!!!on da way we went crazy n 'ran' retardedly...pass by RI n tried 2 see got shuai ge not...too bad got none=(

went 2 see qazim's bag.he blur sia...cant rmb whr is da shop den walk arnd blurly...went poplular n i n ml bot our beloved foolscrap paper!!!not da normal 1,but da cute cute looney tunes 1 =) took pics wif all da foolscrap paper...so cute!=P

went home...on da way took lots of pics...we r all so zi lian..lol!!!i think i getting more n more zi lian too..lol!we juz luv taking pics!!n qazim...send me!!!delete those retarded 1s!!!



yawnz...i m so tired!!!

had halfday ytd...had oral..slept till its my turn...n its so diff can...even higher chi ppl cant read some words...it makes no sense at all 2 me...so juz crapped my way thru...waited 4 ml...by da time she end its 2...1/2 an hr later den normal...wad kind of half day is tt?

went 2 tm eat...den studied at cs food junction...took photos...i agree wif qazim no specs is nice...BUT onli under tt lighting...coz cant see eye bags?=x tried doing trigo...i m always stuck at tt...taught ml n qazim...circular measure n binomial theorem...lol...din noe i can teach a*maths when mine sux...but actually i not very sure myself...juz anyhow...hahax later they come kill me?

saw jared oh n mark chan...mark chan sit till so unglam =x.

had lessons today...so tired tt i m so moody...felt sick...wanted 2 slp but cant...e*maths test...suppose 2 b easy...but too bz studying 4 geog liao so nvr study 4 tt...haiz...

contact time kamlesh was saying sth abt being feminine...dun act like boys la,b tough n yet feminine...den giv e.g ms neo,ms yati,ms shirin...say they feminine till u can imagine them crying over a dead cat but sporty n can imagine them playing bball...moral of story-b feminine yet can kick ass =.=||. n all those crap juz 2 tell us 2 wear skirt properly...

today made mr.lim pissed...nvr see him so pissed b4?haiz...juz b'coz we wan 2 postpone chem test 4 a*maths...den mr.toh like xin zai le huo liddat...wan 2 laugh but dun dare laugh expressions...den tell us studying 4 o's is not an option,is a must...

geog test...idiot la...section b choose 1 qns...either tourism or development...i onli study tourism lor...den tourism so hard end up doing development which i didnt study =.=|| suay sia.

1 more thing...cuthbert n johnaton soh sux...



happy 28th bday 2 my super retarded brother!!!

hmmph!!b more mature la...stop irritating me hor...or i will take no mercy.
stop poking my head or else it will b ur fault if i grow dumb..
treat ur sis[me!] better...
give more allowance?
cook more yummy food
stop waking me up on sat n sun afternoons
dun u ever tuck me into bed again!!!or i will wrap u up like a mummy!!!!
dun hide my phone...
dun u ever call my phone across da hse
dun b a pig n go find a job!
n dun mess up my hair ever again...u do tt 1 more time i pluck ur hair out
n most importantly...stop stealing my food!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

n thanks 4 putting da necklace on 4 me on my bday!!!=) i luv u retarded bro!!!
haha...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!*muackz*



help!!!!common test is here!!!argh!!!!!!!!!

today hav physics test..i didnt even realise till i see ppl studying...den panic..study during eng..den test...dunno how 2 do!!!freak!not onli me...alot of ppl...qns like nvr see b4 de...haiz...

chem prac...i juz luv prac!!!wahahaha...fl quieter tis wk...thank god

den maths...my grp torturing each other coz tt jc n phira dam irritating...but like so cute?phira's hand hav 2 smiley faces thanks 2 me..muahahaha!!!den xt act blur sit there keep quiet...haiz..its war!

chi luckily got soo hui n jia yin...or i can juz die...they r so smart can..chi so pro...but i like influence jy den her chi deprove?tis cant b happening!!!she suppose 2 influence me not da other way!

den lunch...felt sleepy so drank coffee...so stupid lor...y must common test after sch?when every1 is so tired?

during da test...cant concentrate at all...da words look so blur...dun dare close eyes in case i slp...so anyhow do...couldnt understand anything at all....

any1 hav ideas wad 2 buy 4 a 28 yr old guy 4 bday present?



today sch was boring as usual...

bio watched a video on childbirth...i n swati was like ouch...dun tt feel pain?but its like so cool?real life de...

physics we had a thai teacher...she like so cute?den we try fixing a fuse...ans so excited!!!lol...even da usual quiet wc also go siao...mayb its coz of ash?lol!

den during maths had da dental thingy...b4 tt had physics...so its 1stlvl-4th-1st den 4th again...but its so cool...hav 2 wear a blue sunglass or sth...xl n matilda look so cool n cute in it...matilda even pose 4 me..lol...

after sch went 2 library 2 wait 4 ml 2 finish her extra remedial...after tt we went 2 watch tms soccer finals...its 4A vs 5U...confirm 4A win de lor...since they hav madi...as expected...they won!10-2..n 1 of da goal 5U had was b'coz da ball slipped thru da goalie's hand n roll slowly into da goalpost...how lame is tt?
den toh n lim went 2 watch too...they seem surprised 2 see me there...after all...i m not frm 5U or 4A...n i m not supporting either of them...i didnt noe da teachers all so enthu de...score a goal can go as siao as da students...anyway...congrats 4A!!!



maths test today...jc!!i m sure i will end up giving u 5 slaps!!!

a*maths test on differentiation...alot dunno how 2 do...haiz.when da tesst finish i n jc was betting tt we wud b last in da grp...n da bet was 5 slaps...lamo rite...n phira!!!u better get da highest in da grp or u will get 30 slaps!!!see...positive peer pressure =)

b4 tt chem practical...stupid potassium manganate 7...so yucky...n fl...can she keep quiet 4 a min?does she hav 2 shriek wif everything she do?grr....add too much chemical shriek...add juz nice shriek...spill chemical shriek....qian bian.hmmph!anyway i spill some onto my shirt too...haiz...n i n maltida somehow manage 2 crack a conical flask..x_x

chi...i dint noe jy so fierce...she look so quiet...so guai...but gifford manage 2 irritate her tt she end up screaming into his face...woa!

lunch!had lunch wif py,jess n kris...so long nvr hav lunch wif them le...n they crazy sia...make me go crazy too...=x.den keep laughing like siao ppl...every1 was staring...while eating they keep blowing da straws...so pro ar...so loud...den a gal frm da next table was trying it out...but she cant do it?den like keep staring at us...haha...wad 2 do...py,kris n jess r juz so pro!

n thankz 2 those ppl who care =) thankz 4 asking.ur concern is greatly appreciated!=) n ml...dun so sad!!!it makes me sad too...cheer up!theres always me u noe....if u r sad juz think of me!!!wahahaha...kk..i noe jess n ling will say i shameless =P

arghh!!!i m going nuts!!i need a place 4 me 2 hide!!!its too noisy here wif da upgrading thingy..can feel da whole building shaking...how can i study liddat?wan watch tv also cannot...wan slp also cannot....sheesh...n wad if da building collapse?[choi!]=x...



haiz...WADS GOING ON ARND ME?????????????

i cant take it much longer...
i m sick n tired of all this...
*weep*

emotions r running high...theres lots of explanations made n 2 b made...
who can really understand?
those funny jokers cant understand da pain of da victims...
victims cant understand y those ppl do tt...
y?y does tis nid 2 happen?

every1 is like a rubber band stretched 2 its limit...1 snap n its affecting da rest...its like a chain reaction whr every1 gets involved...

i cant stand seeing a fren cry...i really cant...i wan 2 comfort them...but i dunno how 2...wad if i comfort it worsen?if i dun comfort,ppl might think i m unfeeling n dun tok 2 me anymore...

i tried helping pes....but i dun care anymore...pl explain...but they juz cant seem 2 understand wad da victims felt...

i cant stand seeing ppl arnd me so depressed...i juz cant...every1's tired...every1's going crazy...not juz u alone...wad u do 2 relieve urself frm da stress n everything can coz others 2 go crazy...plz ppl....plz think of consequences b4 u act...esp when u r tot 2 b 1 of those most-level headed person,1 of those responsible ppl...we r all trained 2 b leaders...so plz foresee wad can happen wif ur actions n not juz think of having fun alone...

haiz...i can totally understand da feelings of those made fun of...of coz...i m victims 2 many jokes played too...it has taught me 1 thing...2 b void of feelings...be sad n angry onli let u lose out...coz u r sheding tears 4 ppl who r not worth ur tears...even 4 those u tot is ur fren...n 2 b angry onli let others hav a chance 2 say u r unreasonable n sensitve...thus all da blame comes 2 u....when tt happens u will onli b more hurt

haiz...every1 arnd me r depressed...every1 is complaining abt 1 another...haiz....i cant deny i m too...but i find these ppl fake...1 min complain abt some1 da next is gd fren....i guess i m such a person too...tts y i hate myself....

cheer up ppl...

i m so over these jokers...they can juz go hang themself 4 all i care...i will not let them see my tears...i will not let them hav da satisfaction of their joke's success...no1's jokes r gonna hurt me animore...next time some1 use me as a target of jokes will onli get a slap across their face n their ear drums burst coz of me screaming into it...dun say i nvr warn u ppl...i m not gonna shed tears n walk off animore...after slapping n screaming even if i cry its not any business of those jokers...coz i will not b angry wif them...i will onli b disappointed 2 hav such frenz

o ya...ppl can ask me not 2 take the joke of an accident seriously...if i dun treat them as frenz i wouldn't even b bothered...they can go kill themselves 4 all i care.

plz ppl...plz stop all this...i cant take it anymore.



gosh...it doesnt pay 2 b nice...ppl take ur care n concern as a joke...imagine tt

nvr did i tot such serious joke will b played...on me n ml somemore...da 2 most cannot play joke on ppl...many times u play jokes tt r fun 2 u n onli u but not 2 us...it got us real pissed...i tot u knew better den 2 try it....guess i m wrong

wads so fun abt joking u had an accident?very funny izzit?wanna test if we care 4 u izzit?it got us real worried...wad if we report it? ever tot of da serious consequences? i m so not gonna believe u 2 ever again...next time u wan me believe u had an accident...make sure u lie on da hospital bed wif blood all over n tubes sticking out of every part of ur body...best if is in da icu n comatose....den i will believe u...who noes?u might colaborate wif da doctors too...

i n ml were in quite a gd mood...going 2 watch boeing boeing...tried walking there but ppl all giv wrong direction...in da end walk da same path over n over...so we decided 2 take cab...reached there chatted abit wif my classmates...went in da theatre in high spirits...all da time making plans 4 dinner...

den news came..jaime injured?told ml n ml got real worried...started asking 4 more details...den come wad wj nearly got knocked down by car...he went mia....traumatized...tok 2 himself...keeping thinking theres some1 wif them...WTH!!!DO U NOE HOW WORRIED I WAS? i almost cried in da theatre k...n ml did...see how serious it gets?we couldnt focus on da show...miss a huge part of it...hear laughter throughout da theatre but couldnt bring myself 2 join them

finally da interval came...we hav been waiting 4 it...rushed out 2 call jaime n wj.i told faezah,bk n faizal abt jaime n wj...i was so close 2 tears lor...den we alomst called da cis...believe me i did...ml cried while calling wj...wj picked up n act blur...say whos jaime etc...go eat shit!den ml heard laughter frm da back...suspect they lying...

den i called them...wj say they just playing...wth!fine!da show started...ml cried in da threatre...every joke on da play couldnt really laugh...it juz dun seem funny anymore.forced myself 2 laugh....tried 4getting....but its no use.da impact is juz too great...

ever heard of da boy who cried wolf?if u hav...congrats...u hav lost our trust n care 4 u..wif juz 1 try...so dun bother trying another time...u say its a bday joke....its too much i tell u...TOO MUCH!4 ur own fun..u hav once again hurt others...i noe its ur bday...u shld hav fun...but not at da expense of others.

since its ur bday...i shall b nice n not fight wif u...coz i noe its heart-breaking 2 hav a fight during ur bday...

after da show whole of 4v went 2 da beautiful bridge 2 take photo...yay!!!class pic!!!i wan i wan!!!nice walking on da bridge...da river[although da river is dirty n it stinks]...da breeze...wow!ml wanted 2 walk da bridge de...den we plan 2 walk it after da show...but due 2 inconsiderate ppl...da plan was abolished...i wanted 2 go walk esplanade n city hall building...but ml seem very pissed n upset...so haiz....next time ba!ml!!!u promise me de hor!!!

walked 2 raffles city,bot a cake...wj called but i missed da call...tried calling back but his phone off =.=||...saw kamlesh's son...so cute!!!!!!!!!supposed 2 meet jaime n wj at city hall...but dun see them...tried calling but both hp off...how r we 2 contact them?we tot they wanted some private time den off their phone...if not y both not on?told ourselves tt its coz batt flat...but so coincident?

den we tot mayb they haven reach yet....we walk 2 round den come back...still no sight of them...tot they went 2 marina bay 2 meet us since jaime told me b4 tt they wan 2 go there directly frm newton so we end up going there...

haiz...if u so dun wanna go?tell me....dun hav 2 joke n play mia.

after trying 2 look 4 them we give up den go meet wq at bedok...had dinner....ml eat so slow?hahaha...den walked arnd...got nth 2 do...ml wanted 2 play daytona but wq dun wan....wan watch movie but like got no movie except horror shows...ml wanted eat ice-cream but wq ask her dun eat...she wanted 2 eat cheng teng but he once again ask her dun eat...=.=|| so we went home!



yay!its weekend!!!finally can get some slp

had p.e...tiring....after p.e hav 2 climb up 4 lvl somemore...den dunno who go change shirt...kamlesh ask him change after sch so other teacher can suffer too....which means lela...hahaha..how evil.

so now py has jaime's real no...all thanks to....tzq*roll eyes* wth lor...does he hav 2 giv every1's no n e-mail 2 da sec1s?hello...i noe they very friendly...but our ppl will suffer!!!tt time told wj i gav his no 2 py...he stare at me...o.o hehe...den jaime say dun giv...in da end its tt tzq who giv...told every1 not 2 giv no le lor...so jaime...gd luck!=x.py has got ur e-mail too...n wj..2 atone 4 my mistake..i nvr giv ur e-mail..hahaha...

i think da sec1s luv our squad alot ya...got our pics...tracking down every1 of us...taking notice of our gossip n scandal.=xnow py asking me abt pop...y we look into da sky...y we go open door...=.=|| its like 2 wks ago?y now den ask?

n tt farhan!!!so cute!!!!!!!!!!his cheek so soft!!!so nice 2 pinch!!!!!!!wahahaha!!!den sometimes like shy shy...its dam cute man.....kim fook too!!!when will i ever get 2 pinch him?=x

today celebrated jac's bday...we pour flour!!!very little...thanks 2 ml who broke da stress ball=)

den at playground play swing,see-saw n pretended 2 b a joey..hahaha...fun sia....qazim!!!i wan da pics!!!walked arnd n ended up spending lots of $...hahaha!!!den played truth or dare...hahaha...

tmr's boeing boeing!!!wee~ml going!!!coz she swop wif jaime n illyana...yay!!!den going ml hse b4 tt....i dun understand...y dun come my hse instead?its nearer 2 da theatre rite...mayb she wans 2 dress up?*winkz*

n ya...its jaime;s bday tmr!!!who wan date her????hahaha...planned sth...but coz of time,many ppl not going...n end up inviting lots of ppl not frm 2304...but all say will extra...discussed wif wj...most prob will cancel?haix...so ppl!!take note!!!jaime is most prob free after da comp!!![if wj doesnt have plans]



today kamlesh got angry again...sheesh...wads his prob?

justine had her morning digest...abt teen depression...hmm...i think i hav almost all da symtoms?juz lack da self mutilation part...

had bio...we moved on 2 da next chp....jaime's fav chp...chp 21...hahaha...lela asked daniel abt da female...he so shy?lol!den every1 like excited?lol!i lurb my class man

chi...*yawnz*shall not elaborate.

had maths...we pretend 2 'rush' 2 class hahaha!den kamlesh ask us do a exercise....sudd he started scolding n slam bk on table n slam door..OMG!my whole class traumatised sia! den we all complain 2 lela during ptsm =P

ptsm 4 physics we go com lab do ptsm survey...i m so against ptsm....i all put till ptsm is a torture n is useless.muahahaha..i hope they cancel it.

o ya!lela's w/s... da adventures of SAMMY da sperm!!!lol...didnt noe lela so creative?hahaha...saw tt w/s n almost laughed my head off.

pei yun!!!dun go disturb ppl le la! n we 2304 r not going 2 get it frm u by not giving u ppl's no.but u r going 2 get it by having their no. cant really say wad happen...but i worry 4 py ya...hope u wun end up too cham =x.

haiz...so much hw...1 more wk 2 study b4...common test!stupid la...i prefer mid-yr lor...at least mid-yr can go home study 4 exam next day?but common test still hav 2 go thru all da lessons...somemore all full paper....!@#$%^%^&*().its da same as mid-yr lor...onli more torturos...haix.somemore bio n physics same day?i can juz die...arghh!!!!!!!!n its all coz they change da stupid system bac 2 da 3mths wan!!!y march den tell?den common test come so fast...no time prepare at all....*sob* better go study le..haix



today kamlesh got real pissed wif our class....

had geog test...da air-con so cold!somehow i prefer classrm...y cant da teachers get tt dumb remote control frm da rm n increase da temp?

after geog every1 'stroll' 2 maths class...sort of taken up maths lesson...so kamlesh tok abt da attitude of da class...tok abt assignments...alot nvr hand in...den we suppose 2 b top class den our attitude like tt...he cant imagine da rest of da other classes...blah x3 haiz...he spend 2 lesson toking abt tt...den still say we r behind time...i almost fell asleep sia...but he wasnt in a gd mood 4 me 2 slp...

had physics...mr.toh show us our last yr result n CA resluts n da total percentage...haiz...i m 1 ofda last few in class =x must work harder sia...

went 4 fc....but had maths instead....got da board wif rubber bands....my grp end up shooting rubber bands at each other...hahaha...we r nuts.of coz...wif jc wad can u expect?u can nvr get peace n quiet...even xt n phira also squabbling there...i tot they very quiet de...scandalous ar xt *winkz*

had eng...did compre...see...i so guai...den anz had preserved mango wif her...every1 asking 4 it...wads so nice abt preserve mango?yucks.anz also had pocky...brian said it smelt nice...hahaha....den we tried 2 see who can eat it fast fast...like da advertisement...but da more u do it more crumbs come falling out of da mouth...like so eww...

better go do all my assignments now...haha...o ya...sry wj!it was me who gave py ur no. hehe



wee~tmrs jac's bday!happy bday!!!o ya..n yw happy belated!!!

today so happy see my band fren...congratulations!!!

during lunch wif 2304 so funny...wj has a new name!!!pinky lee wei jie!so cool!

py told me wj very disgusting...coz he spit food out den jy bks got rice den sticky sticky de...hahaha!!!!!!!!!

da sec 1s so friendly!!!chased after zq...look like they playing hide n seek...hahaha...like small little kids running arnd.

juz now py was asking 4 alot of tel. no. i gave wj wan....den da rest lazy 2 giv so ask her go ask herself...den she like blackmail me?ask me giv or i will regret o.O...wad can they do 2 me? den she say tmr amanda,jy,vicky n she will come find me...oppz=x

qazim say cannot giv them da no. coz they will go irritate...haha...i think wj has become a victim.opps...paiseh!!!i think now she n wj argueing wor...coz she wan him intro?hahaha...wj!!!they interested in u!!!!jaime!!!xiao xin!!!=x

went 2 buy jac n jaime's prezzie today...haha...so hard 2 buy...esp when every1 broke ya...saw jx today...den he tell us oday tues n wad we doing there....i think he 4got we pass out le...he must hav tot we pon np...hahaha...den wanted borrow $ frm him de....coz we might nvr get a chance 2 pay him?wahahaha...but we didnt...

after buying prezzie i n ml felt like going bac 2 sch...so ml called wj...somehow....its onli da 2 of them!!haha...so we didnt go bother them...



omg...squady is dead...
is tis da end of 2304?i hope not

we gave it 2 jaime on da day we become ncos...17/4/04...now 1 wk after we pass out n hes gone...
hope our squad spirit will nvr die out...our luv 4 squady will nvr die...

wad i wrote 4 jaime last yr...even if squady dies...our frenship will still last...2304!!i luv u guys!!!



wth...until now u still think tt i m in da wrong n u r in da rite....den u apologise....da 'sry' u said doesnt hav any meaning if u dun say tt frm ur heart u noe...

i already said dun tok abt it....but u keep toking abt it and making da situation worse...now u blaming me 4 being da 1 who dun wanna b frenzz?wad rubbish.

u said it was coz i dun wanna shake hand...shaking hand will solve all probs...i said liao...shaking hand doesnt mean sloving probs n solving probs doesnt mean hav 2 shake hand...y cant u understand?cant i dun hav da mood 2 shake hand?dun i hav da rite?

den u said i m ok le ..so stop all these...i tot it was da end of all probs....nvr did i expect u 2 come today n say u dun wanna b frens anymore....u said U dun wanna b frenz anymore...later u go tell ppl is coz of ME...like wth?fine la wadever...used 2 being malign by u....i m in da fault k?its me...u r rite all along.



y do u hav 2 go all out 2 prove tt u r rite n i m wrong?it juz made me more pissed...

i was ready 2 cool off....but u started fanning da fire...

u keep saying i attitude u on fri...hello!!!u attitude me on wed 1st....n u say it was bcoz jin yi cheated u...but on tt day u say u pissed wif me....fine!!!

u accuse me of saying no 2 towning coz i wanted 2 go tm wif ml.....did u noe how guilty i felt?u noe wad i told her?i told her it wouldnt b rite 4 me 2 go tm wif her after telling u i wanted 2 study n not go towning....but u hav already pissed me off at tt time...n she told me she really needed 2 go buy sth...see...there was a purpose in going....n not walking arnd aimlessly!

fine....juz trying 2 prove my point....u say no 1 wud believe u got pissed n u wud onli get pissed 4 5 mins....k lor u gd samaritan....i m not u!i was in gd mood 1st till u pissed me off.....so when u pissed off i cannot tok 2 u la?den when u finish pissing off i must too la?hello...i not u...i not ur shadow.n wad..pple wud think i in da wrong coz u nvr get pissed b4?ha.my foot!

den u say i ap...fine!juz accuse me of wadever u wan...i dun care anymore....n trust me...ur bottle has lost its worth long time ago n i m dumping it NOW!wad u said u didnt mean it...it doesnt hav da value i once tot it has.i onli kept it 4 da sake of our frenship...but since u hav done tis 2 me....it has lost its value further.imagine da gift i gave u i did it juz 4 da sake of giving....it wud hav lost its meaning too....i bet u wud throw it away too

u said u angry 4 fun....ur fun has hurt me deeply....y does every1's fun hurt me so much?

say it was a small thing n i blew it up...HELLO!who was pissed 1st?who blew it up 1st?

ur pissed 5 mins....ur 5 mins of being pissed has cause much damage...do u noe?

say u giv way....u apologise 1st...okok...every1...she dam nice!!!happy?want 2 prove u ery nice rite...

say i m sensitive....how many times must i tell ppl i m?

so u can get pissed wif me n i cant....y?coz u not in da wrong...excuse me...m i in da wrong?
say coz i didnt say sry...did u say it too?nvr....so dun expect tt out of me....

n if u all was 2 go bugis i wud hav gone...it was U who didnt wan 2 go....now say i wouldnt go too....coz i wanted go wif ml....like wth

n i nvr said i wan go but condoms 4 jaime....u say there got more things 2 buy 4 her...i onli said there is a hse of condoms....as 1 of da options 4 her prezzie....i didnt even say i wanted 2 go....sry if i gave u false hopes....there..i said sry...happy?

'uh huh. see hus in the wrong'so happy to prove me wrong?k lor...i m wrong...suit urself...i cant b borthered


i take u 4 granted when u r so nice...pui...if tts wad u think


b dissapointed wif me...it doesnt matter 2 me now....coz i hav long ago been disappointed wif u when i found out wad u wrote in da bottle wasnt frm ur heart....

everytime we get into da heat of arguement i wud leave...i really dun wanna argue now...but everytime i go back u wud start bombarding me...saying i blew up a small matter etc....

everytime i got into a arguement wif others...i wud nvr mention it again after patching up....wad more point faultbut tts wad u did....patch up again n point fault at me...if u wan cont argue juz say....no nid go thru all da trouble



yesterday 2304 celebrated wl bday...ml made balloons 4 him n we all wrote a card 4 him.wanted 2 squeeze him but he say it was official time..so too bad...

i n ml left n we talked 2 fatimah mdm...was nice toking 2 her...she looked so diff...much prettier...didnt noe she read ml n my blog..thanks!

went 2 tm wif ml...wanted see terence...but he wasnt there...den shop arnd...bought marshmallow n famous amos..yummy!!

2405 lost a whole bag of valuables too....it was onli their 1st parade n 2nd prac...u all dun sad hor...no point blaming urself...wad done cannot b undone...juz more careful in future.da sec1s r nice ppl...they wun blame u all de la...

so many ppl i noe lost their wallets...gek la...sec 1s la...somemore they r some of those ppl who r very dear 2 me... f those ppl who steal da wallets la...so in need of $ ar?idiot...steal steal steal....not onli lor...ncc wan also...i hope da culprit kena caught n go 2 jail la...or da hand rot....den go 2 hell kena tortured...hmmph!

today woke up wif my stupid eye swollen...stupid....den yl,erine,wei wei,slyvia n benny came 2 bake cookies...all anyhow do de...but it was nice...

later jaime,wj,bk n leo came...we ate all da extra cookies..hahaz...den bk n leo left...jac jac came...she looked so sad...haiz...den she like so quiet?but luckily she soon revert back 2 her old self.yay!

we all chatted lots...we all tok so dam loud!!!esp abt some stupid ppl...hmmph!some ppl think they very pro...say my squad say till like we very lousy...plz lor...tt person not any better...think very pro ar?grrr....act nice in front of us critisize us behind our backz...go eat shit la!hahaz...all too excited...they shld hav bot more den left da cookies 4 me

vicky juz told me she lost $500...wow...but luckily her dad replace her lost...lucky her...da sec 1 s all so rich sia...but some of them got scolded...dun sad ya.anyway i think some of them happy?a reson 4 them 2 get new phone...siao...if its me...i sure complain till np n sch close down.

today vivi jie jie bday!!!woot!!!her actual bday...not da registered wan...hahaz....hard 2 believe got ppl hav 2 bdays...

vicky ask me b her god sis...so honoured..hahaz...den gav me a hp no.say she trust me...awww....so touched...i luv u vicky!!dun mind me...i m mental =)



i hav a right 2 choose wad i wan...wad 2 do...if i dun wanna go towning...its my choice....no 1 can force me 2.

wads so great abt towning anyway?always going n seeing da same shops which sells da same stuff...not doing anything somemore...juz walking arnd aimlessly looking....once awhile is fine...but dun ppl get bored of it?

i nvr insist on going bugis....juz wanna b nice go there buy sth which we plan 2 a long time ago...so wads ur freaking prob?get pissed wif me coz i dun wan go towning?den shouldnt i b angry wif lots of ppl too?not everytime i jio ppl out also all successfull lor.

so fine!dun tok 2 me if tts wad ur attitude is

spoil my dam freaking gd mood....grrr....



today quite fun...sian too...

ouyang made an announcement on hw time...NT no more hw time,sec 3 reduce by 1 day...n sec4...remain as normal....wth!!!!!!i noe its 4 our own gd...but not every1 can concentrate n study in tt environment...esp wif so much distractions arnd...n we end sch at 2.05pm while da rest at 1.30pm....idiot....we spend sooooo much time in sch....wads worse...hw time used 4 teaching n more hw r given 2 b done during hw time....not onli i m feeling da pressure here....my whole class n almost every1 in da lvl....idiotic system they hav

had recess n faizal told me they need ppl 4 traffic control tt afternoon when a minister come...woot!!!perfect chance 2 skip last 3 lessons of da day n hw time!!!esp when i haven do ss =x

left early wif faizal during physics..i m soooo happy 2 miss part of physics...yay!!!den borrowed a tie frm dunno who n walk all arnd da sch waiting 4 mr cuthbert 2 brief us.all we hav 2 do is direct cars 2 parking lots...estimated no of cars:30...siao..our sch so big meh?

my partner faizal n me station at foyer...since there got shade..hehe...i m da onli gal so they let me choose...didnt noe they so gentlemenly...miracles do happen ya...

at 2 we start directing cars although all pick up their child de...not impt...n faizal disappear!!!wth!!!leave me there....i dunno how direct traffic also...so da rest ask me help ppl open door....k lor....like so retarded!!!

den minister come....we end up open door 4 his passenger instead of him!!!=.=|| tt minister was da driver...really didnt expect it...we tot minister got chaffeur de....so dam paiseh...

den he park his car at da foyer...but he like nvr lock?so we crowd arnd 2 'admire' his black jaguar SCE7200 sth...den got policeman come....he ask us go admire other cars...wad he said'wan see jaguar go other place see....i dun care....but cannot go near minister car...i can arrest u all 4 tt' wa!!!no wonder he no nid lock car....coz got police guard his car de...so dua pai sia

den cuthbert treat us drinks!!!thanks!!!hehe...

met ml in hall den watched da performance...dance still as nice as ever...hahaz...during interval,yl,wei wei n erine came up 2 hav refreshment...yummy!!!all thanks 2 tt vivian guy we got gd food!!!

went 2 accompany ml after da ceremony 2 watch soccer match..i hav completely no interest 4 tt...but 4 ml,wad 2 do?i m so nice rite?it was 4u vs 5u...dunno is both team pro or lousy...no 2 seems 2 b able 2 score untill....some1 go own goal!!!hahaz....funny...but i think 4u now very sad...=(

i realise so many ppl got scandal!!!hor ling ling?*winkz*hahaz...ppl nowadays so scandalous.tsk tsk



happy bday my dear jie jie!!!
n 2 jess whose bday is tmr!!!

shared wif my mum 2 buy ice-cream cake 4 my sis...she requested 4 1...so ex!!!den wl pop prezzie...sec1 prezzie...jess prezzie...omg...i m officially broke!=(

the ice-cream cake dam nice!!!yummy!!!1st time i eat...hahaz...n i koffing somemore...opps=x

went np rm 2 mess up 4 da last time today...threw more stuff up da cupboard?n 888!!!hahaz...tb,u pro sia!!!tried finding some stuff but cant find...sad...th climb up a stack of chairs n found lots of stuff...contaminated root beer.chicken bone,lots of rubbish...he wanted 2 take down but jaime wouldnt let him...so she pull his pant...in da end he fell off the stack of chairs...omg!he juz slam onto the floor!!!his whole face went red!!!scary!!!wad if he hurt his back?=x

jack jack say welcome us go in any time...we demand every morn,recess n lunchtime go in...jack jack say she take bac her words dun let us go in....hidayah n nas started chasing us out...=( so sad!!!

heard frm wei wei tt they found lots of other stuff up da cupboard...the chicken bones hav maggots!!!imagine!!!!np room infested wif maggots!!!yuckz!!!

went 2 take bus...saw alvin...hurried 2 call sec3s 2 inform...but luckily they stop crapping n started cleaning up seriously...hahaz.

reached home took a nap....woke up realise my feet bleeding....i dunno how i hurt myself...lh say is da g thing hurt me...my sis say is i hurt myself in my dream...lame la.but i cant find da blood anywhr...hahaz....its a mystery....but till now still bleeding...wth...y da blood nvr clot???

tmr hav 2 go bac np help out?sian....like wad we can do?see them measure uniform size?lame...mayb can go chit chat wif gab n ml..hahaz...



ytd was pop...so tired..it was filled wif energy n emotion

slp at 4 2 prepare 4 it...iron unifirm,polish boots,making gift 4 ppl,but couldnt finish ...so onli 4 da gals...wanted write speech but dun really noe wad 2 say so 4get it.

woke up late 4 breakfast appointment wif da gals...luckily jaime msg me...or else will really late....anyway i rushed out of hse den took cab go pick jaime n ml...jaime also woke up late, den cel juz woke up so she not joining us,ml came down late coz she tot 6...den cab till 7-11,i n jaime had maggie while ml had prata...yummy...walked 2 sch n on da way met benny...frm far can noe its him sia...juz frm da style he walk can noe le.den walked together 2 sch...

went 2 np rm 4 da last time...all of us went crazy...the atmosphere dam high....made our own mtv using jen's video cam while the rest sing xiao wei in pervert version n wj's version...after tt we poured oil...[go smell the rifle now....it smells nice n familiar*winkz*]

finally went out den went 2 place some markings on the ground...saw sec1,2,n 3s running arnd...vicky came n chat wif us...say very tiring 2 decorate hall...hahaz...

changed full-u...jac jac help fold my shirt...thanks jac jac!!!took attendance 4 sec 1s 4 da last time...it has always been me taking attendance...hehehs...i nvr giv zq n ant take b4....den zq gave a talk 2 sec1s...say till rank dam impt liddat...ask him go eat shit?den i retaliate by saying its not impt...as long as u tried ur best...hahaz....i always saying da opp frm him.

had prac 4 parade...dunno y i always lag...esp da spinning n da datang part...den wl say miss cocking da rifle juz leave it dun do it...den also last min changed da part when we march thru tunnel...like wth!nvr tell me also...so i do wrong...march thru tunnel also got do datang,i n qazim always didnt manage 2 cock tt stupid rifle...

had da real parade...dunno y i lag even more...den last part i missed cocking of rifle n sort of panic...it srewed up da rest too...march out of tunnel screamed 2304 den throw beret...it feels funny la...dunno whether 2 throw anot...like sort of hesitated there

den fall out do squad cheer...dunno y it sounds louder n more power den b4...even though last time do we also shout wif all wif hav.mayb coz its da last ya...den oil rifle...zq cried...i think he cannot take da fact tt he's not buc...mayb the joke played on cny eve really too much...den oil rifle 4 last time...da oil stinks on da rifle...den crap wif swee ying n took lots of pic.told wy tt jaime miss him....he stunned sia...so funny!!!

at rifle range we greet sy by his name...den wanted 2 squeeze him but he ran off....at da armoury wj took pic....we take pic till siao liao...he even took da word 'ARMOURY' crazy.den all of us chiong inside da armoury....tarcy lim tried stopping us but who cares!went 4 lunch...i suggested making them serve us?so we sit there wait 4 food 2 come....all da time we bang table shputing hungry,we want food,y r we waiting etc...den keep asking them 2 refill our cups.wl see le ask them juz bring da container wif drinks 2 our table.hahaz....den we yum seng?da food was erm...not very nice?but they cook themselves?tts so nice.

after lunch we go chiong hall....onli yw guarding...all other entrances open....den officers ask us go driveway?we tot wan scold us...but no,,,,we went there all form 1 row sit on da ledge...1st time full-u can do tt ar...den ask wj later b representative ask officerz'wad u wan?'like so gangster?

den ivan n sss came.we squeeze them n ivan's drink spilled on sss...gd!!!!den jaime wanted pull sss pants down but too tight?too bad...we laugh at him coz his pant lots of hole...hahaz...den they talk....sit there listen...so sian

den concert....cel suggest formed 2 lines march up?like so dua pai.den sign, name get prezzie den walk down da lighted path....

we like so high!!!stand chair,salute,shout luv u all da time...den speech...i was so impromtu...anyhow say...the light so bright...couldnt see anything.zq wan so long!!!can slp liao...heard frm cel da pics edited....like if face got flaws they will make till nice nice...tts so nice rite.

lh!!!see la...now my sec1s also call me dodo!!!hmmph!but it was funny...wif them mimicking us...dance was nice...like dancers liddat...

our performance...wanted show jaime raping ant video...but jen's com crash so cannot burn out da disc...so play musical chairs...cis so idiot ya...not sporting de...but the ultimate motive is 2 giv wl n sy prezzie...wl stupid la...tell us he buy mp3 le..we like so shocked n dissappinted lor...but end up is he tricked us wan....so we squeeze him...

cis performance funny la...extreme cis....we wonder if they really go steal our keys not...hmm.....den wl n sy so jian can....wear inside de...den they sing...da song was nice...so emo...but keep stopping?spoil da song...but its a diff song 2 play la...cant blame wl.tt hy...cannot sit properly sia...frm down there can see inside...my whole squad see lor....den legs still open big big?den she go make wl neck....we like wanna puke?

den show da video on us in np...so emo!!!!!!!!!we 4 gals cry lor...da memories all came flooding bac...haiz...if nvr show tt we all still dam high wan lor.den pass key....da sec3s almost all cry...like so sad??last yr neither of us cry?hahaz....can really feel hidayah very emo...she looked so sad!!!aww.....den officers....wl wrote a card n sy gav bookmark?da card was so touching...so tt time june camp he didnt feel gd after tt incident...

den ex-ncos...nono...is exex-ncos....wq n mj gave tissue...so nice?

den sec1s....cried again when they greeted me...its da last lor....n it was us who taught them how 2 greet...=( den vicky n sarah gave a box wif beads n buried in there is a keychain..the keychain dam nice!!!envy me?hahaz....even cel n ml say nice lor...but they ask us count all da beads?siao!
den got ppl giv a bottle wif stars.ice-cream stick bok marka big heart,a book of self-written poems,a wrapping paper card,another keychain,a balloon.....so much rite?actually frm da beginning we dun expect any de..since they sec 1s...wun noe pop got giv prezzie de...

den hy gav us last yrs prezzie n a letter n a bottle wif star n saga seed...after tt wj gave panda biscuit n a bear wif da arm NCO 2304...sad thing is...i lost it!!!!!!!!!!!stupid....any1 who found an extra bear giv me k?i wan it!!!!!!den qazim gave every1 lollies....but i take extra....1 4 being classmate b4...another 4 being same pw grp in sec1...hehex...den ml gav a card 2 me...aww....they r all so sweet!!!!!!!!

rushed home shower den went 2 meet them....went seoul garden...$25? so ex!!!!!den eat nth other den chicken n some balls,sushi,hot dog n ice-cream....ml n benny so nice....cook n giv us...aww....den the guys wanted play lan...but fully booked!!!wahahaha....so go pool there see exex nco play...our head came wif us...wl n sy now become our chief sia...hahaz....den wl n sy booked a table n play....we all crowd arnd n see...den ivan came den help sy n wl shoot....den act so pro!!!but he tyco sia....say sure go tis hole...in da end go another hole...TYCO!!!den hlk came...see their face sian....den we left...

till now i still feel so tired!!!*yawns*np is over 4 us...all we hav is memories ...sweet memories!*muackz!*



pop tmr...last day as an NCO sad sad...time flies n its now our turn 2 pass out concentrate on studies.

had p.e today...it seems so long ago we had p.e...so many fridays r holdays etc...at least get 2 skip chi!

horse is giving lots n lots of work...no choice...juz 2 more mths....but there juz seem 2 b so much hw!many teachers ginving lessons during n after hw time...go home so late liao still hav 2 complete mountains of hw.it juz sux.currently i hav ss seq,tons of chi w/s,yesterday's maths assignment.2 chp of maths revision,bio essay qns,chem revision w/s....n theres 3 test next wk!do hw late into the nite but still cant seem 2 complete them...n theres more coming!arghh!!!!!!!!!

today i finally pon zhuo wen ban although i wanted 2 so many times.i onli nvr go 2 times lor...n tt horse wan 2 see me....many others nvr go so many times n she nvr see them.idiot...wad 2 do..my chi so bad.

went wif my squad go buy zwl mp3 n sy a cd.not unfair 2 them...but we lost zwl mp3...wanted buy card 4 mdm farizah 2 congratulate her 4 having a baby...but she ot coming tmr...her msg like so nice?thank us n everything....

after tt went 2 play badminton but the court is used...so went 2 a field play 4 awhile while waiting 4 jaime,benny,wj n zh.after tt da guys played soccer...play till near 6 n we went home...so tired!

o ya!lela showed us ytd the correct way 2 eat fruits.eat b4 meal.can de-toxify body by having a 3-day 'fruit fast'. onli fruits n nth else...juice also must fresh n not canned...its like so fun!

n today is jannah bday!!!happy bday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*muackz*~hugz~
today also april fool...tried fooling ppl...hahaz....fun!

better go do up my full-u...anyway...its da last!